I’m going to be pissed if the artists that SHOULD win don’t…
I wish and pray with all my might and soul that I meet a man that is NOTHING like my father, grandfather, or brothers. If that can’t happen, I’ll stay alone for the rest of my life because if I find someone like any of them, I get to look forward to tears, disappointment, and artificial kindness for the rest of my life. I have all I can do to handle it now, I won’t be able to do it when I’m on my own ready to settle down.
the talent show is tomorrow… my stomach is in knots :/
it’s funny how life works,
it’s a bitch and makes you want to give it all up,
then it’s a miracle making angel that produces the best of everything and reminds you why you didn’t give up on it,
then it’s like “haha, just kidding” and you get so annoyed and confused,
but once again,
it shows you something worth fighting for, and that’s what you do,
you fight until you have it because it’s usually well worth the fight.
even though life’s a bitch sometimes, if you can handle it, it makes sure you always come out on top
its terrifying to bare your heart and soul to another and wait and watch to see if they judge but as humans we do scary shit that can hurt us terribly in the end. we all just want to be accepted